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Books I want
tree of codes - jonathan safran foer
six walks in the fictional woods - umberto eco
the separate heart and other stories - simon robson
generosity - richard powers
shades of grey 2 - jasper fforde
fiction ilustrado - miguel syjuco
mr peanut - adam ross
light boxes - shane jones
a void - georges perec
the mind's eye - oliver sacks
the fall - guillermo deltoro
bel canto - ann patchett
wolf hall - hilary mantel
my name is red - orhan pamuk
the misfortune - wesley stace
time's arrow - martin amis
darkmans - nicola barker
Skin Care I Want
Anne Semonin Eye Express Radiance Ice Cube
Benefit Ultra Radiance Face Re-hydrating Mist
Clinique Repairwear Intensive Eye Cream
Murad Essential C Eye Cream SPF 15
No. 7 Protect & Perfect Intense Eye Cream
Tokyo Milk - EVERYTHING. I want everything from them, darn it.
Make Up I Want
Amazing Cosmetics Amazing Anti-Aging Face Primer
Benefit Sugarbomb
Benefit Moon Beam
Canmake Cream Cheek Blush Sweet Apricot
Coffret D'or Shine Drape Rouge (Glow)
Le Metier de Beaute Creme Fresh Tint in Poppy
Tarte Amazonian Clay Blush in Blissful
YSL Pure Black Lip Gloss
Other Stuff I want
Nail Polish Lemmings
Essie Starry Starry Night
Chanel Ciel de Nuit
Clarins 230
a-england Lady of the Lake
BB Couture Dragon's Breath
BB Couture Napa Valley Red
Bb Couture Mendocino Midnight
BB Couture Redwood Forest and loads more BB Couture polishes...
Butter LONDON Black Knight
Butter LONDON Tart With a Heart
Color Club Untamed Luxury
Color Club Otherworldly
Color Club Scent-suous Gingerbread Man
Color Club Scent-suous Santa's Cinnamon
Color Club Scent-suous Sugar Plum Yum
China Glaze OMG! Collection
Cult Nails Hypnotize Me
Deborah Lippmann Edge of Glory Holographic top coat
Deborah Lippmann Call Me Irresponsible
Deborah Lippmann Forget You
Dior Exquis
Essie Geranium
Essie Strawberry Sorbet
Essie Swept Off My Feet
Essie Mademoiselle
Essie Marshmallow
Essie Mesmerize
Essie As Gold As It Gets
Essie Pure Pearlfection
Estessimo TiNS The Neo-Vintage Dress
Etude House BL009
Etude House WH004
Finger Paints Special Effects Asylum
Finger Paints Special Effects Twisted
Finger Paints Evergreen Dream
Finger Paints Sparkle Top Coat
Finger Paints Cordur Orange
Finger Paints Holly Good Times
Finger Paints Floatin' On a Cloud
Glitter Gal Marine Blue
Golden Rose Scale Effects: 2, 5, 11
HITS Lambada Flake
HITS Valsa Flake
Illamasqua Rampage
Illamasqua Boo! and Hiss Nail Pantomime Duo
Kleancolor Metallic Orange
Kleancolor Metallic Green
Kleancolor Holo Chrome
L'Oreal Owl's Night
Ludurana Aurora Boreal Reluz
Ludurana Aurora Boreal Emocionnante
Lynnderella (
Llarowe stocks in January) Cauldron Drippings
Lynnderella Happy Holo-Daze
Lynnderella Gotta Love Brains
Lynnderella Bride of Franken
OPI Time-less is more
OPI DS Extravagance
OPI Diva of Geneva
OPI Jade is the New Black
OPI Can You Tapas This
Orly Galaxy Girl
Orly Lunar Eclipse
Orly Au Champagne
Orly Royal Velvet
Orly Meet Me Under the Mistletoe
Orly Happily Ever After
Ozotic 624
Ozotic 531
Ozotic 532
pa A19
pa Q24
pa A24
pa A134
Periphera - any polishes, especially the perfume enamels as I don't have these yet. From Korea.
Picture Polish Hypnotic (Coming out in 2012)
Picture Polish Vegas
Mavala Agena
Missha HGR01
Nicole by OPI Hard-Kourt Fashionista
Nicole by OPI Kourt is Red-y For a Pedi
Nfu Oh 51
Nfu Oh 52
Nfu Oh 56
Nubar Peacock Feathers
Nubar 2010
Nubar Swiss Chocolate
Nubar Sour Candy
Nubar Gold Feather
Nubar Greener
Nubar Indigo Illusion
Nubar WIldlife
Nubar Purple Beach
Rescue Beauty Lounge Recherche
Rescue Beauty Lounge Anne
Revlon Facets of Fuschia
Sally Hansen Nail Prisms Turquoise Opal
SpaRitual Golden Gleam
SpaRitual Howl
Zoya Casey
Zoya Adina
Zoya Kimmy
cool stuff
Style.com
City of Skies
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Spinner
Fashion Nation
Scrangie
Vampy Varnish
All Lacquered Up
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picture
brushes
blogspot
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Monday, May 11, 2009
to remember is human, to forget divine
'tis true, the best ability one can possess is to forget. Imagine if you could remember every single sad thing that happened to you. Every moment of anguish or indecision. Every wrong choice you made, every stupid thing you said. You remember and are troubled. Your brow furrows as the memories swim around in your head and nibble at your consciousness.
A dark weed creeps across the screen. You remember to forget. Now close your eyes and sink into velvety darkness. There's not enough room for both joy and misery. The darkness swallows everything into itself, memories draining into its indistinct source. It sucks everything into itself, a greedy amorphous thing relishing the pain it swallows.
Now, a rent opens up in the black velvet. It stretches wider and wider, a jagged smile fraying at the edges. The darkness curls and writhes and shrivels until it is nought but a speck on the dazzling whiteness of the smile. Your mind is the whiteness of the smile, the blankness of the rent. You are puzzled by the absence of the caress of velvet. That is mere speculation; there was never any black velvet to begin with. Your hand absently brushes against the side of your temple.
You open your eyes and your lips begin to spread into a smile.
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